I just wanna breakdown. It’s probably one of the worst feelings in the world to sit helplesse by the side of the person you love and see them in so much pain. To see fear, worry and pain in their eyes the look they give just wanting you to hold them and help them.
And it really doesnt helo that the doctors dont sugar coat anything straight up tell her she could die. I about lost it that very second. But I couldnt let it out I had to stay strong for her.
Now on day 2 I lay by her side while she sleeps worrying of whats to come. So much has happened in these 48 hours. Now theirs a pretty good chance she might be diabetic. Sure it’s common and not terrible. But it’s life changing not something I want my baby to have to go threw. Give it to me not her :’( I would do anything to take this all away from her even if it meant I had to have it all….
You don’t just mean something to me, you mean everything to me! I love you with all my heart and words could never be able to express how i feel about you; you are all my all! Things are starting to look up for us and now we are living together ande I know that it is a huge step, but I know we can live with each other without a problem ! I love you baby. - shelby <3